"I Don' Wanna!"

Is it all so utterly infantile to...

not

want

to

go

to

school?

I don't really want to go this quarter, and I hope that people read this and can relate to the circumstance that I am entering in to.

I do want to go to school, I just think that now is not the proper time.

I don't have enough money do to it on my own.
Loans don't help because I'd still have debt coming out of it. I went in to the financial aid office at CWU, and I discovered upon exiting, after having taken what I could get by way of financial aid from them, that with two small loans I was made ill.

Sick to my stomach ill.

Not throwing up ill, but sick to my stomach.

I don't know that debt is supposed to have that affect on a person, but that's what I felt.

My mother thought that I was just making it up.

I wasn't.

So, here I am, at a crossroads.

Confused.

Frustrated.

Tired.

and I've been asking the Lord what to do, and it's still not clear.

Please pray for me.