Show

I had a show this weekend, it was awesome.

I need to take more pictures.

More later, 

right now, I'm busy.

Buzzing In My Brain

So when I have an anxious day I find that my brain processes things too quickly. So sensory overload is often a result of that. I get upset, and irksome, and put-out because nothing is right and nothing can be right until I've had a little fit inside. So how can I deal with it? Exerxcise helps, crying helps, pressured hugs help, and in general, warmth and pressure. Separating me from my environment that creates these conditions is really a good way to help stop the buzzing in my brain.
Sometimes.
Then there are the migraines.
Sometimes they last for what seems like an eternity, then there are other times where I simply can't afford another moment, rush home, and go to sleep. Sleep, silence and darkness usually help to relieve me. I've started to get migraines again, there have been two this week so far, a little one on Monday, and another one today. What is causing them? I wonder. I'm sure that there is a perfectly good explination as to why they have been so frequent this year and not for others, I shouldn't worry about it, and I shouldn't worry anybody else about it.
But still, research is inconclusive.
I do know however how to anticipate that a migraine is happening. I have been able to recognize the symptoms of an oncoming "episode" and what comes along with it.
Sounds start to sound tinny, and colors seem to be a a bit more defined against each other. but other things get fuzzy, like response time, and comprehension, also my ability to compose coherent sentences and conversations tends to go out the window when I'm starting to feel "fuzzy". But today, I got coffee, which tends to stop migraines mostly.

For the record, I hate coffee.
But I wanted to thank the baristas at the star-bucks in the U-Village mall right next to the Crate&Barrell store  for putting up with me when I couldn't even think straight enough to remember to ask for soymilk before she made it the first time...
I'm sorry!
I know how picky all of your cusotmers are!
My roommate works for that corporation.
I get to hear about all the picky people.
I hate being picky, and making life harder for the people whose job it is to help me.
I am a hot-tea person...
Not a coffee drinker.
So thank you again for serving me coffee!
You rock!


I'm sure that I was trying to write a more interesting post, but I seem to have gotten side-tracked. I wonder who else is as destracted as I am...

Learning

Ok, so
I'm seriously learning things. Like, how to sew when you don't own a sewing machine, and cooking, and cleaning, and looking for jobs, speaking of which I have an interview tomorrow with the company that Steve Jobs created.
(I seriously wish that emoticons could express the irony of that joke, because I would use them right here if I didn't have a personal vendetta against using them on my blog.)
I have a lot of vendettas, well, they probably aren't really vendettas, but more along the lines of severe dislikes and biases against.
Pigtails for example are not my favorite, and I will refuse to wear them unless it absolutely necessary. Also, the color pink. I'm learning to understand this as I travel through the emotional distress that it has caused me in the past, and why it matters at all. I do however like gummyworms very much.
Not that they are at all related to what I was just talking about, but they are quite nice every once and awhile. So, where was I?...

Blank Model Stare

Bwahahaha!!!

The other day I was making Bacon Lettuce and Tomato sandwhiches and I realized that I should probably take a picture of what I was eating, just for the heck of it, and I forgot, because of the sheer deliciousness of what it was I was eating. IF you could bottle the proper antidepressant (by the way, this is a joke) it would probably taste like bacon.

This song gets stuck in my head for days on end, and when I end up singing it I sometimes end up spouting it out randomly and perhaps frightening the people around me, until I explain why it is I'm singing a song about bacon. It also goes really well with Paper Towels.

Can you hear me giggling? I need to go eat lunch...

Ciao!

Julian Smith

This is so silly.
When you think of awkward, Julian fully accomplishes defining that with his witty videos, smart beats, and AWESOME silliness. Check it out!

If you don't laugh, it's a crime.

Anyhoo, life for me is going well, as my friend told me today, all my ducks are sort of, maybe headed to a row formation. But just barely. There's beginning to be a small semblance of order among this chaos, but it's very small, I'm very thankful though for everything that I do have.

Including silly videos.

I need to decide on my costume for Halloween. Willy Wonka? Mac and Cheese? Something having to do with an entirely monochromatic wardrobe? It has to be able to be danced in, whatever it is. Oh, and it'll probably be worn on the 30th instead of the 31st, so... >gasp< 

I could make more than one costume.

That's amazing. Maybe I'll dress up as a junk drawer, that way I could spread random accouterments over a costume for the 31st.  And still have something flowey to dance in the day before!

Oh the joys of being an artist! Possibilities are ENDLESS when it comes to what you have, and a budget of $0. Don't laugh! I'm serious, sometimes. Ok, you can laugh now.

Pwhoo, I seriously need to start rambling on film.

Film Critiques!

So I said that I wanted to have another project to keep me busy, and I just typed this post that the computer farted and it disappeared.
great.
dontcha just LUV technology?
Gross.
Anyhoo, I decieded that I needed another thing to do and I figured out what it is! (besides all of the bajillion things that I am already working on)
I had a conversation with my roommates' fiancee in which he told me about a fellow that does nothing all day but... watch youtvbe videos and makes his opinion known about 'em.
I'm working on my "hip" accent, can you tell?
Gosh, this would be so much easier if this were in a video-blog (aka vlog for those of you who don't know my nerdspeak very well) that way you would be able to SEE my reaction to the films as I watched them.

But for now, since I don't have a camera and lights, not to mention any knowledge about film at all, I'll stick to typing up my ideas.
Soon dahling, I'll be able to save up for camerastuffs. unless anybody has the equipment?!

Here's the video that I just watched:

It's utterly hilarious. If you like guns and violence, and comedy, which I'm ok with. If you don't like this genre, don't worry, you always have the option to NOT watch the video!
Hmm, I like my new directions.
But still, I want to make my own videos. I'll have to talk to my friends in the >psh< film industry.
BWAHAHAHA....
Ciao.

Will this go on my Other Comments page?

Just testing, and pressing the Caps lock key too many times...

DOOP

Ok, so I haven't posted in awhile, but I have been quite busy running about doing things.
I went to a womens' retreat last weekend, which was somewhat relaxing and challenged me in my faith, which I extremely am grateful for.

Yoda I am.

It's a late night and I cannot sleep and all I want to do is write about all the random things I can think of.

Starting with the fact that you have to eat when you're up late at night in order to provide yourself with the calories needed for your body to operate goodish.
I just lost the game.
Cheese, that's what I found in the fridge, it'd go well with bread, but cause lots of gas.
I ate the last banana this morning, ok, now it's yesterday morning.
You know that buzzed feeling that you get when you've been up too late, and you obviously need to sleep, but you can't and you're stuck thinking about all the stuff that has happened to you in the recent month, it's like that, only with the caffeine that came from chocolate. I received a letter in the mail today from my sister in Christ Magi today nearly 20 days after she had received my letter. I think that the mail is very slow, but very, very, very worth it.
I read the letter on my way to a job interview at Sears, and I was so happy that I began to cry! I am truly blessed to have such a loving sister and friend!

I gotta eat.

bread bread bread bread bread!

I'm thinking about starting a vlog, but I don't think that I have the proper camera(s) and setup. I would like to share my hilarity with the world...
hey, wait, did I start this blog a month ago?
>GASP<
I did.
On the 9th of October, one year ago, I started this blog!
It's not the 9th you say?
oh, pish, tosh! what's a couple of days among friends? (and family?)
We should celebrate.
How would you do that?
I've got some stuff that I can give away...
Who is interested?
Hmmmm....

That's like this :D, only my face instead of an emoticon. What would happen if I said that I wondered what would happen if everybody knew about my blog? It'd be interesting, so far I've only seen spiderbots and dear friends/family view my site every once and awhile, so I'm wondering, who the heck in Russia was actually browsing my blog?

Just Curious.

I wan't to start an organization, but I'm not sure where to start. Perhaps it's time for bed. I think so.

The cold season has begun. I still have allergies. I write letters to all my dearest, and any who know me well enough to ask for my address. Bleep blorp bloop-a-doop!
Ok, the bread has helped to calm my nerves, I'll be able to sleep now!
Good night!
Oh wait! I forgot to tell you about the show coming up, Read my previous post and come to our show!
You'll enjoy it! Professional dancers dancing modern, what's not to love?